Day 24-Something you've learned

I've learned a lot of things in the past year.  I've been faced with some trials that are difficult and difficult when they happen altogether, such as being pregnant, getting laid off, and finishing a master's degree.  From that great experience I learned patience and trust.  

I had some complications in the pregnancy and even though I worried, I knew I had to give it up to God.  Lots of people say that ("give it up to God") and to be honest, it used to really bother me.  I thought, "Oh yeah, that's it, just pass on the problem to God, don't use your brain He will solve it all."  Actually, what people should say is give your worry up to God.  So I gave up my worry, BUT I prepared, I used my brain and I prepared.  I asked the doctor's lots of question and was persistent in the care of myself and Matthew.  My friend told me that our kids are God's children and he picks us to raise them here on earth, however that may be and with whatever challenges come with it.  I learned to trust. 

This past year I also realized how short and precious life is.  Every day people pass, but the passing of two special souls really touched me.  I'd rather not get into details, but I realize that miracles happen everyday, even in ways you might not expect them.  God provides laughter even in times of sadness.  And to cherish every moment, as if it were your last.  I know that sounds cliche, and it is, but it's true. 

Something else I have learned through my profession and especially being a parent is I am still LEARNING.